Starting over on Hive...kinda? - Reintroduction

My name is Alexander aka Efa and i joined Steem Hive under the username efathenub in October 2019 and put in a small amount of money into my account to power up so i could post/comment,etc. and well i did some posts now and then but never managed to make a post i could be proud of.

Then came the fork and i was fast on moving on from the old chain,put some money into Hive and later on powered down the Steem i had and converted that into Hive after that i made a plan to post more often and even got involved in a project but again it didn't end up like i planned...didn't post anything,left that project very early on because i thought of myself as non-useful and couldn't even take on the smallest task because i couldn't figure out how to do it even with explanation from the project leader so i gave up,thought myself as too stupid to be a part of a team.

Fast forward to now i have put in as much money as i could into Hive and some different projects on here and with the price increase of Hive and Leo plus some of the other tokens i have i currently hold around 2k USD worth and i am really proud of that amount even if it might not be a lot for some on here.

So where do i go from here? Well whenever i can i will keep putting in some extra money,i will also start powering down my tokens on the other account and move them onto here since i get anxiety looking at my other account for some reason,i will still use that account at times for some casual gaming but this will now be my main account. I also currently have a few post ideas for the different communities on here,i will not go crazy and overwhelm myself with like two posts each day at first,i would def not be able to handle that since I'm not used to writing but maybe after some time when i have gotten used to it i might increase the amount of posts i put out each week...also one things for sure this time i def won't give up,if i even think of giving up ima smack myself until i come to my senses lol!.

Another thing i really wanna do is join another project on here again,i feel like this time i am more prepared to be part of a team i for sure have more energy to do things nowadays so that's a plus hehe!

Well that's my update for now,if you read to the end thank you! And make sure to follow 😀