THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD.

Should i call it the mere thoughts that comes to my head every single day or the things i see on my daily life that re-occur inside my head. What goes on inside this little head of mine;? Every day i wake think of how to make that day better than yesterday. So i give it my best shot and live that day to make tomorrow better. Now, i imagine a lot especially this days and i feel its because of what i see every day i go out or on my way to school. The likely things that occurs inside my head are;

Times i see my mate driving exotic cars around and i have to trek or board a cab to anywhere i go too , some actually tries to bully you with there cars with either excessive speed or bad driving. Now, the voice inside my just keeps treating me on how i can get what they have or how to follow up on how they have made it to that level but NO. I tell my self and ask myself few questions; can i offer the sacrifices they made, can i actually still have that dream focus i have always had, would i be able to take the pains of hurting does who love me and would my parents and friends be proud of what i have become. So all this are the questions i ask myself to stop those thoughts and try to focus.
When i see people i knew that had nothing and see them doing great at what they do best and it actually encourages me to want to push more and try different plans that could help me has a business man and also an artist. But still the voices in my head still tells me i am lagging behind or failing with what i have put up too so i just try to keep pushing giving the positive thinking i would get there and have my own time to actually inspire people and when they look up to me they see ideas and way of how they can be the best version of themselves and that's actually the word SUCCESS. Success actually isn't the amount of cars or houses or money you have all those are accomplishment; but success is the amount of people you have turn there life better and who see you has there hero. So i just try to be has patient has possible to control myself and the thoughts that comes to my mind all the time.
The young venison of me lost in my older self; When i was young then i never understood so much about life but i tend to achieve and build little skills and gifts i had but due to some changes and development or probably distractions in the environment i find myself i tend to have gotten lost by the great ideals of the young me and trying to find my way back. With some books i have read; they made me understand that dwelling in the past would not make you move forward with the present and feature. So i just try to make sure i achieve the list i create daily. This is me just trying to balance the life i found myself and trying to contribute to the community and try to help people has much has i can especially the homeless and also change things and make peace of mind comes to any human who sees my work anywhere in the world.

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