curation and CTP token rant

am I missing something???

I am sucking as curation..I need more tokens and hive but I am not seeing more produce from my work.

Ok so I am not a daily poster. but I am working on that path.

what can I do better. I want to help people but I can't since my hive sucks. and now that I staked all CTP for hustler drop I have no room.

I am now rethinking that fact that I staked everything for the hustler drop.

some days I feel like I am beating my head against a 6ft wall with no out come.

Although I try and keep my goals small so I can get them it just doesn't seem like it is enough.

I am on a curation trail.

I am on challenges.

I do the spins that are offered.

What am I missing.??\

I love this whole journey I am on but if all i get is little outcomes my flame may just burnout.