My body is taking back it just lost which is sleep. Often if I would wake up in the wee hours of the morning I would not sleep again because I am really just chasing some money and I am forced to work so that I could spend my wake hours just working around the steem blockchain primarily because that is just the thing that I can do and nothing more.
I felt like I am always overwork with my mind and body although I am just blogging around. It is enjoyable for me to blog anyway so that is just I am happily doing as it causes fulfillment for me. It is better than not doing anything or being idle because not all dialysis patient is as blessed than I am as most patients are just at home and not doing anything or can even work for that matter.
Investing my time in my work online is just seemingly getting harder because I got not much time to spare because my body is at some point will have to crash which is just happening lately.
I like the way things are and but my earnings are just enough for my daily expenses at the moment that steem is at its very low price. I am still worried about that steem fork which will cut our rewards by a third but I am pessimist about it because I do not think that curators will change their behavior in upvoting and will just stick to their usual upvoting behavior or maybe increasing it a little simply because you cannot curate more.
I am just thinking about my curation rewards, it might triple in value or double but I am also thinking that it will not make much of a difference or offset what will be the loss for rewards cut which in my opinion is ridiculously high.
So will most steemians benefit on HF21 EIP?
No I do not think so, not enough curators and not enough voting power to incentivize plus curators will not change their voting behavior. It all maybe good in theory but they forgot to factor in human behavior and thinking. This is just one mirror of Capitalistic idealism seen on steem where the rich gets richer and now the poor steemians will get poorer because of the freaki'n EIP.