I haven't posted content these day's. I was so worried when all steemians were talking about new witnesses in steem. Actually I'm not that good on how steem works out. All I was doing here were about writing content base of my passion. I found steem is so hard understand especially those blockchain and nod. However, when all steemians were worried of course I was included.

Before I thought leaving steem will be fine for me. But when the communities talking about the steem will change like it used to be. I was panic and I wanted to have an information how is going now. I keep on checking on twitter for some news and in different discord server. I'm doing until now because I'm afraid the kind of communities I've been into will gone. I don't want it to happen, I don't want to think about that it will happen.

But, why I'm afraid? What's the reason of my fear here in steem, especially now?

I want to stay here in steem and I've been thinking that I want to grow old here in steem.

Steem is like a package for me.

Steem is like a school where I can learn many things.

Steem is like a second home that it feels like I have families here.

Steem is like my friend where my depression comes out through writing.

Steem is like a practice place where I can hone my hobbies in writing.

Steem is my helping hand that helps me financially with just a little amount.

Steem is like a rest house where I stay when I don't feel like to do something and tired.

Steem is the place where it gives me an information about news and culture.

Steem became my everything when I just want to and nothing else.

Maybe it's very obvious why I'm still here in steem. I don't want to leave here since it became part of my life. I met new friends, I learned about cryptocurrency. I am a liar if I'm going to say that I'm here not because of the money. Of course it's one of the reasons why I'm still here in steem. It's just like having a job. Even though the main reason why we work is because of the money. The happiness of working is being part of it.

I'm not a rich investor like @theycallmedan, @berniesander and many more. That's why when I understand the process here in steem. I never complain even if I only earns a small amount of steem. I don't do that now because I have no right to. I earned steem and steem power through my efforts. Just because of that I'm already happy earning a little. I'm already happy because I'm so thankful that I joined steem for free but I earned just by doing what I wanted to do here.

It's obvious I know that I'm still here because of the money. However it's not just the only reason why I'm here. Steem helping me to learn new things and helping me to realise that I have talent in writing. I know I'm still an amateur in terms of writing but I will keep on writing because as what I've said I want to stay here.

Many information about earnings are here in steem. Playing steem monster, drug wars and I know there's many more but I have no idea of it anymore. Also for sure there will be information about earnings that outside in steem. Still, it comes from to steem so it's because of steem.

I WANT TO STAY IN STEEM BECAUSE I'M SO HAPPY HERE.

thank you for reading

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d' dreamboy, @mrnightmare89